When Then Is

So, one exam down, one more to go. Only one more time to embarass myself before I can run away with my tail between my legs. Let's just hope I actually pass the courses. It may take something of a miracle though.

LF's getting more and more active every day. It's so much fun to watch him discover things. Hopefully he'll be more active than LF was and get things interesting soon! Though I'll probably regret wishing that too, he'll probably be into everything! But it's so much fun to see him figure out his hands and grab onto things. He thinks his own feet are hilarious but hasn't figured out to grab for them yet, I have to show them to him. And we discovered today that he likes stuffies, little ones that he can hold and chew. There's a little turtle with long legs that he particularly likes because he can hold the legs easy.

So Daddy goes to Quesnel tomorrow to pound the pavement. I can't wait till this is the same day next year so that we can look back and wonder how we did it. But at the same time I don't wish it would go fast because I still want to enjoy my kids growing and savour these moments. They're growing so fast.
But regardless, here's to fate that Daddy will have a good day and that it will lead to something. Hopefully sooner rather than later, I really don't want to do this much longer! It's worse than the final month of pregnancy. At least you have a relative end date then, but not so much for this. I suppose we could calculate when the money and available credit will run out...but it would probably be such a short amount of time that facing the reality would end up giving us panic attacks. It's probably better pretending we'll find something before we have to find out when then is.